Feeling

Frozen in the place i hide
not afraid to paint my sky with
some who say i've lost my mind
brother try and hope to find

you were always so far away
i know that pain
so don't you run away
like you used to do

roses in a vase of white
bloodied by the thorns beside the leaves
that fall because my hand is pulling them hard as i can

you were always so far away
i know that pain and i won't run away
like i used to do

pictures in a box at home
yellowing and green with mold
so i can barely see your face
wonder how that color taste

you were always so far away                                               
i know the way
so don't you run away
like you used to do

Married Life

Yep It happen Cee got married lol, but it don't seem any different.... we still have our own room, still have our girlfriend times ,date nights with husband and play day with the little's.

Seeking a New Therapist

OK This seems to be the hardest thing to do. I like the therapist we have, she has helped us in many ways. So why am I seeking a new therapist?

We had an outburst of anger we began to yell and hit our self therapist says if we do it again we need to be put in the hospital.  Now we did not cut we have not cut in along time, but to say this really upset us and feel we can not trust her. Of course others in the system have never trusted her its been over a year and she still has no idea how many there are of us.And only 3 have spoken to her.

Its time to find a therapist who can help us all who we can trust and also who believes in Jesus...