bullying

She sits staring at the playground, . wanting so much to be part of the group,but she is no good, when others see her they see the ugliness inside. Watching the other girls play ball. Walking over so brave so daring hoping they let her play. "can I play"? the girls look at her with dislike. You want to play one says? Sure here throwing the ball so hard it hits her in the face. Laughing the girls begin to tease her. You so dumb, your ugly, you are nothing. She will not cry, she will not let them see her pain. One of the girls picks the ball back up they begin to hit her again harder. Pushing,shoving, yelling and hitting her, but she will not cry. Soon after a while she feels no pain.
 There must be something wrong with her.. Her mother don't like her, some of mothers guy friends don't like her they hurt sometimes and even girls at school don't like her. She decides if the world hates me then il hate this world, wishing she could scream in her rage.