This is Rainbow Blue story. I know there is more, another alter shared the memory of it last year for the first time, so now it is processing and putting the memory fully together waiting for the rest to share there side. Not wanting to tell,not wanting to share for fear is still there.
She is full of life, laughter and hope in a world of blackness but with a brother she loves she knows she can pull through. They run, they play looking forward to school that day, he of course is not the same he prefers to be out of school all day.
Oh no he stops I for got my lunch box Il go, don't wait for me, she of course never likes to walk alone she waits, and waits for his return. The wait was way to long so she decided she would go look for him. With a skip in her step, a smile on her face, she walks along seeing a dog on the way, she was wondering where did he belong? Walking alone was he. She begins to wonder what it be like to be dog to be brave and strong. As she continues to walk the smile fades for right front of her is a man, a man face down on the ground she begins to shake. the blood is every where a stab wound is in place. oh how scared was she. That man she sure she knows him oh no who to tell. To be a Dog would be so much better. I can't be brave, a dog is so brave that's what I shall be. her mind went dark she could not believe how could this be? A dead man was he.
The memory faded as she walked, she was confused I must go to school. Wondering why she was out of place. oh well she says and shrugs it away. Seeing the dog following she played, off to school she goes with smile upon her face. Being a dog she liked playing made her feel so brave now she has pet to play with all day.
In school she wondered out of place not sure much about her day. Walking home not much was said her brother walked beside her, little did she know he knows about the dead man on the street he saw the murder but shhhhh don't tell the secret.
Walking home she see lots of cars in the front yard,she had to be brave because cops are at the door with lots of people walking in and out... Oh the fear came back. She looks at her brother he whispers shhhhh don't tell they will take us away. Oh her eyes grow large she remembers now that dead man with blood all around.
As they reach the door a person walks us away from the police and say do not say a word or you will go in cop car off to jail,you will not ever see each other again so don't tell.
The pain, the trap, the dark that she was in, how can she tell what she knows the man she knows killed and she will never be safe, but she must stay close to a brother that protected her so. That man proved he can hurt just wait and see if you tell you will not be. So I'll have my brave dog, Beast is he for no words can be said and Those inside her knew what she had seen, no more worries they say forget, don't speak not one word.
Fighting for her life that was she. Alone in the dark, hiding from the pain. That man can hurt her if she speaks, don't tell,don't tell she repeats., forgetting her memory, forgetting the fear, the blood, the dead and most of all for getting she knows who did the killing and how he gets away.
Don't worry there is many in here, we will take your your fear. No one will ever know.
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